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Today i got 2 phone calls that rank high up on my list of phone calls i do not like. First was from my mum saying my grandpa is likely to pass away in the next few days. The old bloke is 93 and has pneumonia. The next was an upset call from my ex wife. My mum keeps her in the loop with stuff like this. She doesnt deal well with this kind of gear, and i dont really deal to well with her. But to be she had known my grandparents for the past 19 years, and she still cares about my family, i still care about hers, we just dont like eachother. When my dad died she took that news worse then even my sister whos an emotional wreck at the best of times. But what really sucks is i cant even visit my grandpa. Cant even call, he isnt in a state to talk. Its not a very nice feeling.