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yer I read about this before - so friggin sad no matter who you are but you got to wonder.
He or any of us in that position would wish to be gone ? or some people just want to keep hanging on for all we know.
Or is it the family not wanting to let go ?
Its so hard to fathom tbh.
When your that good at something and worse in such a dangerous game and the results you achieved must be torture in his mind.
I hurt about this.